| 這幾天都十分煩躁，可能工作壓力實在太大，星期六又要開全日會，又有好同事會走。有時覺得自己的立場及理念還不是十分堅定，希望神能比智慧我啦！ 不過，經過上一星期的事，又讓我擴闊了眼光，看事情有多一重角度了。這也算是恩典吧。 一晞真的好乖，好可愛，心裡常常感恩，因為這些都不是必然的，問下我其他有BB的朋友就知道了。 |
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| The youth fellowship at church had a one day retreat on self growth yesterday. I orginally was so worry if the brothers and sisters could get something out of it. However, the reatreat went very well instead. I was so touched by all the support and respect from the youth toward each other so that the "star" could safely disclosed their very peronal feelings and thoughts to others in order to change and breakthrough. I could feel the hurt of the people when they presented their family map. I was crying with them and I was so happy that they could find a way out for themselves from their own resource. No matter how difficult and impossilbe it was, they could still find a way out at last. There was hope for different things to happen if we could use our own resources and the support from others. We could imagine that we could have a much greater breakthrough if we let God involve in our life too.
I am so happy that one youth told me that she had started praying to God for the courage. I really feel that God is with us.
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| I am at Pakie's home right now and waiting to have BBQ gathering with the relatives. I am so happy today that so many brother and sisters wanted to be baptized in the coming Christmas. May God continue to lead their way in the future.
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| It has been a long time again for me to write the xanga. I was so happy after the two weeks vacation in Europe. The place was so beautiful and I am so relax without trouble. That was why I missed the trip so much. It really took me one week to recover from this relax mode.
With the energy and the positive mind going into this week, I was so upset what had happened in my work place. I was so angry about my careless mistake and the trouble it created. Do I really get what I need to do this job? The question kept running in my head.
I don't know who to trust anymore. I am not sure if I have the appropiate response or not. It was really a difficult time for me.
Dear God, please make a way for me. |
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